Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Some kind of Wonderful

I will do anything, make you feel better or what is nessecary for you and I to be one again. No matter if it takes months or years, I will forever be yours. No one has touched my soul like you have, ever. No one is worth the fight, the wait, except you.

I dream in color, I see us in the future, happy, fulfilled! We make our relationship our Ministry to God. Life is good! I picture my hands on your beautiful face, wishing I could touch you, smell you and just be completely happy in your presence, no matter what day, what time or what feelings.

I still have your remences here, I have a pair of your socks, the OD hoodie, hidden love letters and most of all our beautiful children. Everytime I look into the eyes of Bella, I see your eyes staring back at me. Everytime I see Christopher, I see you as a child. Everytime I see Lucas smile, I see your smile, smiling because your happy.

I can't explain why we are drawn back to each other, but one of these times it will stick. I know for sure this is our time. God is telling us "do it now!". He has something in store for our family. The time will comes to us, we will know and we will be awesomely blessed. I'm going to jump on it and do whatever it takes to be back in your strong, loving arms.

Everyday, I start a new chapter in my life. I forget what happened yesterday and live for today. I don't worry about tomorrow, because God will give me what I need. I trust God, beyond anything else. I will love you to the moon and back for eternity. I will be your queen til our days end. Forever and always, it's our motto. I love you.